It happens so that I may be reckoned among those who at the initial stage of self-development make no headway for a long time, vainly trying to enter the Spiritual World by means of consciousness. To make it as clear as possible (hopefully, regular visitors of this website have already learnt to distinguish a real pear of that made of papier-mâché) I was trying to force my way into the Spiritual World by means of mind or Devil, just like the absolute majority of believers on the planet. Yes! I was making my way to God with Devil’s help! Probably, it’s the most shocking paradox by which our civilization has punished itself, having lost the Primordial Knowledge and plunged into the swamp of lifeless mental dogmata and distortions.
There is a nice ancient expression: DESIRE IS A SOURCE OF SUFFERING.
I want to be healthy.
I want my own apartment (house).
I want to help people.
I want to become good.
I want world peace.
I want to be spiritual.
I want to merge with God!
and so on, and so forth.
My body was born on the night of 23 April, and my soul entered the body on a great holiday of the night of 30 April – 1 May. Throughout my life I’ve been suffering from a helper syndrome: I’ve always wanted to support and help people. At school I protected the weak and fought for them, I married a man in a wheelchair, and when I needed money I got employed at a nursing home without any hesitation. And all this was a deep inner need, without any violence against my ego.
Oh, it’s so hard to make myself write anything... My head is as if squeezed... I’m in stupor. At that, despite everything, certain clarity is preserved, and there is still the inner observer who simply and impartially records everything what is happening here and now.
- I don’t want to write..!
- Hush! It’s necessary.
- Who needs this at all?!
Coming home, the first thing I do is embracing my daughter. I caress her hair, kiss her on both cheeks,... and I think to myself: “How many children are there on the planet Earth who don’t have parents? Who have nobody to caress, embrace and soothe them? Have I done everything today to decrease what I don’t like in this world and to expand what I like?” And I understand I haven’t done everything possible.
Then I go to wash my hands and think: “How many people in the world are deprived of access to pure drinking water, not to mention hot water in a bathroom? How many of them die every day, having no opportunity to wash their body or drink water…?”
DEDICATED TO THE BEST AND DEAREST FRIEND AND HIS ARRIVAL TO OUR WORLD – TO THE COMFORTER, IMAM MAHDI
Once upon a time, in the age which is nowadays called “the Age of Iron and Blood” or “the Era of Great Sorrow”, our planet was on the verge of total destruction. People who inhabited Earth at that time were mostly illiterate, cruel, greedy and carefree. Their unrestrained passion for hoarding and grabbing forced the Earth inhabitants to extort planet’s resources ungodly and outrageously. Violence against the Earth became so widespread and general that the Earth fell seriously ill. Its disease was so deep that it turned out to be incurable. Wounds and sores were all over the Earth’s body, its blood was pouring forth; it was totally fevering and shaking. Mountains were trembling and oceans were raging, and all those were symptoms of a fatal disease. However, that was not all. People turned so intolerant and hostile towards each other that they waged permanent wars which aggravated the Earth’s sufferings beyond any measure. Being ruled by brutal and covetous leaders, befuddled and fooled by insidious and avid priests, people killed each other in senseless wars with unbelievable cruelty and spite, as if wild animals.
“Good morning, future demons!”
“Good morning, Professor!”
“You have already made your choice and decided that your ultimate goal is to merge with consciousness. The way of gluttony by which you want to achieve success is a very difficult one. If you want to become a professional glutton, forget everything you were taught at school. People are in captivity of an illusion that it’s easy to master gluttony, while it’s a hard daily work. For this you need strong health, time, effort, money, and a number of practical skills supported with experience.”
Gratitude… It’s the only word that may be said when you start feeling Him… He is not false, He is gentle. He is everlasting and will never abandon you. He is everything. But it’s impossible to grasp this. One can only know this. There are neither enemies nor teachers nor friends. There is nothing that seems so firm and stable. But there is Him – the endless, boundless ocean of Love, and only He alone can exist forever. “Master, be inseparable with your product, and if you say a word turn into this word yourself”, how accurate these words are! He simply exists. It is such a joy, such a boundlessness to abide in Him! There are neither doubt nor separation. He is living. There is no Universe, but only Him. Only He is Life which is eternal. There are no stages, no ways. Everything’s fleeting. Freedom. It is here, and it’s greater than human mind can imagine. He is the only Love of everyone. A song that is sung inside. More than happiness. Light.
What is Love?
In Latin Amore means “to flow, to stream, to spring on another person”... In the Old Slavonic LUBOV (LOVE) means people know God; they explore themselves, their divine Essence. According to famous poet Sergei Yesenin, “love is not spoken about in words…”, but through these lines I would like to simply share the simplest, yet most important discovery in my life:
“God is Love”.
Recently I have experienced a new perception of time at the level of feelings. I repeatedly heard before that there’s no time in reality and I read the Primordial AllatRa Physics report, but experienced it in practice as follows.
Consciousness always creates an illusion that you have an entire life ahead, that you have plenty of things to do and enough time for everything. Yet, is this really so?
Anything may happen to anyone of us at any moment, starting from cosmic processes such as sun radiation emission or meteorite falls down to the level of cells, cell reproduction and diseases emergence. Consciousness will tell it’s not true, but you should only observe various force majeure circumstances in everyday life and will notice such circumstances were not anticipated by anyone, people were not preparing for them, and a moment before them everything was fine.
A couple days ago I “accidentally” came upon a very interesting online article by Alexander Kazakevich, entitled There Is No Intelligent Matter! The title intrigued me, and once I read the article a desire emerged to share with you the marvellous information about last century’s scientific researches of the soul, the nature of thoughs and the location of consciousness in human brain, or rather its absence there. It’s particularly nice to find out that some globally recognized scientists, despite the general materialistic vector of science development, have nonetheless closely approached the truth which recently became available for the broad audience of those who seek answers to the eternal questions: “Who is a human being?”, “Why are we here?”, “How is everything structured in the universe?”, etc. The truth that came owing to the Primordial Knowledge brought to our world by Bodhisattva Rigden Djappo in the extraordinary, unique AllatRa book.
I will no longer keep you in suspense and post the aforementioned article right away.
In the epoch-making programs No.2 and No.3 of The Silver Thread series, Bodhisattva himself says several times that human Personality and Consciousness are not the same things. That is, I the personality and my consciousness are different things, and my entire life depends on this basic understanding, without exaggeration. I mean my true Life which does not end with the death of my body-shell. Besides, in the programs we find out that Personality is in fact a part of the Holy Spirit. However, he or she can either be enslaved by consciousness or consciously control and use it for his or her purposes, say, like a summer resident in the country uses a shovel to dig up potatoes. This statement makes me ponder over many things.
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